Hello everybody, it's been awhile I know. Just stopping by to say hi =)

Hope that I can write something before Christmas, if not I wish you all very safe and Happy Christmas.

Boy that doctor fucked me up good. What a ridiculously hideous scar I have now. sniff sniff :(

Rest in peace Michael Jackson. You've given me and millions a lifetime of beautiful music. I remember a few incidents in school where everybody was trying to do your moonwalk.

It was comical to see friends try, but fail to do what you so gracefully did. So where ever you are, be at peace.

I just have something to say...I'm in a crap mood and I'm fed up with everything and everybody. And now everybody and their mom is pissed at me. Funny thing is; it's all my fault.

I have a tendency to get quite moody and say things I don't mean. But damn it....I'm not a plastic toy to play with. I'm a human being with real feelings.

uhmmm...ok

-Mike

Yet something else I wasn't told.....there are no friggin' stitches to take out!!. It's all inside. But I'm feeling better as each day passes. The blood from the hematoma is down to a drizzle through a small hole now.

I go back in 2 weeks, hopefully that will be the end of it. I am like, soooooo ready to move on here. I finally got the courage to look at it a few days ago, even though he told me there would be only a small cut.....I have like a 5 inch cut here.....just for one side. Wowzers.

The 50mg of beta-blocker I was taking was making me dizzy; so I just take half now and it's cool. And for some reason my hair seems to be abnormally falling out since surgery. So, I'll post more when I get more.....over and out.

-Mike

UPDATE:

I'm Cancer Free!!

Next week the stitches come out and I'm good to go again.

Thanks everybody!!

So nobody told me the old blood from the hematoma had to come out eventually. There I was, chatting up a storm with my mother when I heard it "Mike your bleeding!". I look down as two streams of darkened blood ran down my chest.

I went to the local hospital, knowing it wouldn't treat me due to the surgery being performed at a different hospital. I waited about two hours and decided to go back home. Honestly with Swine Flu going around, and seeing people with masks, frightened me a bit.

The next day it was bleeding yet again. This time I went to the original hospital that did the surgery. I was told it was completely normal and would last about 24 hours. A new dressing was placed on my neck and I went home.

At 3:30pm today I go to my doctor to find out if pathology thinks it was Cancer. If it is, or if it's not; I have no intentions of more surgery. As far as I'm concerned, when the stitches come out, I'll continue my life, however long it may be, until it is finished.

By the way, to anyone interested, you don't need to take a Thyroid hormone as long as you still have half your Thyroid intact and functioning properly.

Have a nice day,
Mike

'The H1N1 Lie'

It's all bullshit people; swallow it if you like. The CDC and WHO love it because it means more funding for them and big Pharma.

It's fear based tactics to control you, looks like it's working. I just had my thyroid out a week ago, H5N1 'Swine Flu' is the LAST thing on my mind.

You will all see, It will go away as fast as it came in. There is also no doubt in my mind that since, just a few months ago, the CDC was splicing together Swine, Avian, and the Human Flu Virus; This one of there human testing phases.

Yes, that's right, you are a Guinea Pig for the Pharmaceutical Companies. Who benefits? Certainly not you.

Hi, what's up? So it's been like 7 days. I feel better and my neck is looking better. I do notice that I'm very moody now and really don't care about much. I'm thinking I'm ready to get well and get on with my life and leave all this Micky Mouse shit behind.

I'm thinking I'm ready for a new adventure. The above are two Computer Wallpapers I made, but only at 1024x768. Just click them to enlarge and save. If you need a different size, ask me.


--Mike