Saturday, May 30, 2009

I just have something to say...I'm in a crap mood and I'm fed up with everything and everybody. And now everybody and their mom is pissed at me. Funny thing is; it's all my fault.

I have a tendency to get quite moody and say things I don't mean. But damn it....I'm not a plastic toy to play with. I'm a human being with real feelings.



Friday, May 08, 2009

Yet something else I wasn't told.....there are no friggin' stitches to take out!!. It's all inside. But I'm feeling better as each day passes. The blood from the hematoma is down to a drizzle through a small hole now.

I go back in 2 weeks, hopefully that will be the end of it. I am like, soooooo ready to move on here. I finally got the courage to look at it a few days ago, even though he told me there would be only a small cut.....I have like a 5 inch cut here.....just for one side. Wowzers.

The 50mg of beta-blocker I was taking was making me dizzy; so I just take half now and it's cool. And for some reason my hair seems to be abnormally falling out since surgery. So, I'll post more when I get more.....over and out.


Friday, May 01, 2009


I'm Cancer Free!!

Next week the stitches come out and I'm good to go again.

Thanks everybody!!
So nobody told me the old blood from the hematoma had to come out eventually. There I was, chatting up a storm with my mother when I heard it "Mike your bleeding!". I look down as two streams of darkened blood ran down my chest.

I went to the local hospital, knowing it wouldn't treat me due to the surgery being performed at a different hospital. I waited about two hours and decided to go back home. Honestly with Swine Flu going around, and seeing people with masks, frightened me a bit.

The next day it was bleeding yet again. This time I went to the original hospital that did the surgery. I was told it was completely normal and would last about 24 hours. A new dressing was placed on my neck and I went home.

At 3:30pm today I go to my doctor to find out if pathology thinks it was Cancer. If it is, or if it's not; I have no intentions of more surgery. As far as I'm concerned, when the stitches come out, I'll continue my life, however long it may be, until it is finished.

By the way, to anyone interested, you don't need to take a Thyroid hormone as long as you still have half your Thyroid intact and functioning properly.

Have a nice day,